Windows open for new dazes..Thanks Sheri Jarrot, your views to share, Maya Moore, dreams life of India, happy white whales on land?..If you don't like views, don't publish for the world to see. your self punishment, hang-up's and your rejection of the love others have for you.
You speak of the cruelty Steven gave, but you are clearly still "hung up" on him. Try to move forward! And you will find out there is no more need to blog. May God show you the way
You lost the ability to love, when you care more for the past than the person standing in front of you (like your child). Hell of a way to loose the love that they intended for you.To open again old scars only causes infection.
Time for fame, land whales, to take you there.
Enough. Blogs, tweets, and questions and answers on yahoo, to address the darkness of my life now, and back when stuck in a coffin, with Steven Jarrot, the gay and happy down low, saint and sinner warped in his skin. Excuses, and third party views are truths, and gospel to him about the life we had together. Stuck in a coffin with Steve, was my worst time on the cross up to date, in my life. Sad stories to share, to hope that others do not lose as much as I did.
I have mental issues from the smiling faces like Steven Jarrot, 7608512267, dream life with a snake, not my idea of heaven: and on hand just thankful for the lessons learned, and on the other hand looking for another mountain to climb. Not sure how many mountains to climb this week.
God is light, god is love, god is here daily, in all the things that you can see, hope is hoping searching for a place to land, have the visions, have the message, have the free will, and have the fights daily and often to share my views, and how I choose to live, is the story that I have to share.
Gifts of knowledge best for the long run, back to school again also. Help me help you make the most of the dreams to actions that you practice, and make a little room for growth and explanations. Have the plans, have the goals, have the dreams, and have the life to open windows and doors to the rewards for the gifts of sunshine and brightness that your program represents in my eyes.
Hope this help you get a clear picture, of who I am so I do not have to talk so much, have had a hard time with phone calls, and at one time, made $3000 a week with phone calls, lost my way with the gay, fat, RV camper, that wanted to be the best man to ever love me. Was not able to live with his kind of love and devotion, just looked like a liar, cheater, and a snake in the grass with the deeds and actions done out of that love. Better alone than with someone looking for my demise, is how it was for me.
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