Thursday, September 23, 2021

TO BE DIFFERENT Just believe in yourself MUCH AS BELIEVE IN YOU & REMEMBER you fail you trying. WHEREVER YOUR JOURNEY LIFE MAY YOU.

LOVE ME FOR WHO I AM. NOT FOR WHAT YOU WANT ME TO BE’.Above Normal.Twisted Sister — We’re Not Gonna Take it: Lights, Love, Lust, Lucky Breaks, Good Times Toads, Faces In The Crowd...

 So much to do, so many plans, going out of my head.Classes online, how to beg,hands out, give and takes,the golden rules. Nonprofit management, for transitional veterans. 12 Houses. Good Knight,code name, thanks for the moments in time. The cheers,the chaps,the well wishes.TO BE DIFFERENT Just believe in yourself MUCH AS BELIEVE IN YOU & REMEMBER you fail you trying. WHEREVER YOUR JOURNEY LIFE MAY YOU.




Just Amazing! Don't change yourself to win someone's heart. Stay true and you'll find someone who likes you for being you.Be happy. Be who you want to be. If others don't like it, then let them be.`Good times, dances on the sands of time, pages to turn, working hard, relax and take time to laugh and smile. Tips and tales, time to take to do the things you have to do.


Breaking the Silence: To Understand Normal Thinking!If you’re struggling tonight, please know you’re not alone. You matter very much. Please don’t ever give up. There’s a reason you were created. You are special and you are loved.

Powers within, powers to give, powers to take, time to stand, shooting stars in the sky, hopes, wishes, dreams in works, be the one, just like me, to stand out.Once, I thought I was WRONG But it turns out...I was MISTAKEN'.Its About The Sunshine, About The Tests Over Time. Mountains Climbs. Glory Dazes To Come.: The term Renaissance man or polymath is used for a person with lots of skills.

 

'None of us are getting out of here alive, so please stop treating yourself like an after thought. Fat the delicious food. Walk in the sunshine. Jump in the ocean. Say the truth that you're carrying in your heart like hidden treasure. Be silly. Be kind. Be weird. There's no time for anything else. else. Anthony Hopkins'.

 

Explore Benefits that Help Veterans Thrive.Stay up, blessed & positive. Be There For Others.We are here to heal, not harm.TO BE DIFFERENT Just believe in yourself MUCH AS BELIEVE IN YOU & REMEMBER you fail you trying. WHEREVER YOUR JOURNEY LIFE MAY YOU.

 

Just Amazing! Don't change yourself to win someone's heart. Stay true and you'll find someone who likes you for being you.Be happy. Be who you want to be. If others don't like it, then let them be.
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Breaking the Silence: To Understand Normal Thinking!If you’re struggling tonight, please know you’re not alone. You matter very much. Please don’t ever give up. There’s a reason you were created. You are special and you are loved.

 

Above Normal.Twisted Sisters.Sorry, I don’t understand. But maybe I wasn’t meant to. Simple man needs direction and compassion. Anything else goes over my head into oblivion. TO BE DIFFERENT Just believe in yourself MUCH AS BELIEVE IN YOU & REMEMBER you fail you trying. WHEREVER YOUR JOURNEY LIFE MAY YOU. 


Now to write, now to tell, now to set the stories stright, words in waves, dances in the streets, sisters and brothers, what you know, and what you heard. Tips and tales, to share, to write it out, history to create, where you came from. 

 

FISTFUL OF TEARS,MAXWELL - PANDORA.The Very Best of Jazz Divas. Aleane Bailey, (May 12, 1937- October 16, 1971), rest in peace, and give them hell, rest will make you rust. Not her, head stone angel, hosts of others left to see.TO BE DIFFERENT Just believe in yourself MUCH AS BELIEVE IN YOU & REMEMBER you fail you trying. WHEREVER YOUR JOURNEY LIFE MAY YOU.

Good times, god ties, heads to count, hats to wear: mother to me, sister to me also, dead and gone, 4 decades to count. Brother left alive, last one in the tribe, Carl Lewis Breangh, king of the piles of shit, created from the dogs. Rats to roaches, roaches to deserts, faces in the crowds.

 

Sisters, Deborah, Phyllis, Jane, Charlotte, and Richard Bailey, issues of Walter Richard Bailey, Jr and Aleane Brenagh Bailey. From October 13, 1958 to October 16, 1971, 13 years and 3 days. 5 kids later, dead at 34. Oh Mom, why did you leave us, all alone. Dad took us out of the house, out of the state, where she died, we were on our way to a brand new world in Tulsa, Oklahoma. Do not know why, to this day, that is the way it was, that is what happen. 

 


During the second decade of life, mother died in 1971,me and mom, Aleane Breanagh Bailey, born May 13, 1937, died October 16, 1971. I could not believe it how could my mother die. In the middle of the night, the day she died, heard a little, not much, going to the bathroom, I saw the door to my mother's room open. Saw my dad walk into the room, prayed awhile, then came out and closed the door. 

 

The last week my mother was alive, I remember her telling us good bye in so many ways. On Friday morning, she said it was the last time to see us off to school, the last time to comb our hair, the last time, to see my life on earth. I always though she planned her death, to go to sleep forever.  I was so sad, so broken, so alone when my mother died, my role model gone. Left with people to  said how much I looked like her, was what I had to live with. 

 

I keep thinking she was going to come back, I waited for 13 years,during a down period of my life, at age 25 I though my life was over. I got a sign for above a postcard with an angel looking down, my mother, telling me to go on, I had a wonderful life to live.  Things turned around, after a few more bumps in the road, a few more mountains left to climb. A glorious day to be alive. Thanks, Mom. TO BE DIFFERENT Just believe in yourself MUCH AS BELIEVE IN YOU & REMEMBER you fail you trying. WHEREVER YOUR JOURNEY LIFE MAY YOU...

My Aunt Gwen, died in 1977, killed then set on fire, what a nightmare to have died that way, she was 27, with 2 kids, with a husband in the pen. First and only closed box for the dead, first time, to see a crook get out of jail, for her service, last time to see her and her kids. I can not remember their names now, Tim and Jeanie maybe, not sure now

 

Decades to learn, decades for lessons, decades for tests over time, back in the day, had a few things to say. Where are you at, me, myself and I, crazy for a fee, PTSD, in the Marines for six years, thanks Uncle Sam, for Christmas overseas, 1978, the second decade of life. Oh what a year it was. Got out of high school, did the summer in Los Angeles, so the folks, here and there in Cali. Then away I flew out of the state, out of mind, out of matter. Property of the USMC. 6 years to serve.

 

What a year for changing, rites of passages, let begin, with what happen first. Left alone, for six months, family up and left to get to the city of angels, not for me, in my last year, had signed up for the Corp over Christmas break, my dad, Walter Richard Bailey, told me, out of all the kids that he had, I was the only one he trusted to do the right things, home alone. No worries there.

 

Not like the sisters of the nut to stand alone, good old Jane Bailey, took a hike for thanksgiving of 1977, from Abliene , Texas to Los Angeles, and had a baby with no name in August of 1978. Hell I did not know when she left, wanted to think she went with the others in January of 1978, did not know, did not care. Drama Jane, for life, stories were told, for attention, time, and money. Always something with her, my negative role model. 

 

As a child, Drama Jane, sat on Charlotte, with a bottle trying to feed here, Mom- Jane is sitting on the baby. I had to tell so many times, back in the day. Drama Jane stuck a red balloon  up her nose, had to go to the hospital to pull it out. Drama Jane, had a fit, and three a shoe out of the picture window in the living room, it was all about the negative attention she had to have. 

 


Joined the Marines, had a blast, when out of this world, 18 hours away, so a polo bear, in the airport in , took the Flying Tigers to Japan, with military of all branches, that were going that way. So Roots, Superman, And The Wiz in Japanese with English subtitles the first time, during that year. Christmas Eve, songs in Japanese, it was weird for me. Had a great time. 

 

Thanksgiving 1978, I was in sick hall, trying to get off early, to Chicago for the holiday, had family there, I had met , 10 years earlier, while waiting to see the doctor. Saw the Jim Jones thing, killed 909 people in South American, 900 were black, and 300 were kids, my grandmother, Mary Jane Bailey, at 55 years old, was one of the dead. She drank the cool-aid. Wow. TO BE DIFFERENT Just believe in yourself MUCH AS BELIEVE IN YOU & REMEMBER you fail you trying. WHEREVER YOUR JOURNEY LIFE MAY YOU. 

This is the story that I told, so many times, I could not believe it , what a way to die, stuck on simple, slow, and silly. Just the story that has been told, so many views online to check out. Crazy, weird, strange, dead in the name of god, or not, hard to say. Jonestown, South American, nuts on the ground, dead and dying.

 

Powers within, powers to give, powers to take, time to stand, shooting stars in the sky, hopes, wishes, dreams in works, be the one, just like me, to stand out.Once, I thought I was WRONG But it turns out...I was MISTAKEN'.Its About The Sunshine, About The Tests Over Time. Mountains Climbs. Glory Dazes To Come.: The term Renaissance man or polymath is used for a person with lots of skills.



Get Over It and Learn to Love the Art Think Clowns Are Creepy? Get Over It and Learn to Love the Art Explore Benefits that Help Veterans Thrive.Stay up, blessed & positive. Be There For Others.We are here to heal, not harm.TO BE DIFFERENT Just believe in yourself MUCH AS BELIEVE IN YOU & REMEMBER you fail you trying. WHEREVER YOUR JOURNEY LIFE MAY YOU. 

 

 

 

 

 



 

It’s our new normal.I swear I thought of u. Birds To Fly...Close up..OVERVIEW.Dances In The Streets, Witches,Bitches With Stars.What if we’ve all been primed?TO BE DIFFERENT Just believe in yourself MUCH AS BELIEVE IN YOU & REMEMBER you fail you trying. WHEREVER YOUR JOURNEY LIFE MAY YOU. 


Be mindful of your behavior and how you treat others.Endless possibilities. Boys to men, FOREVER HOME: One Nation: God Bless America. Dances on the sands of time, light, and hope to lead the way. “Life changing repentance starts where blame shifting ends. Blame shifting might make you feel good but it won’t change you.Above Normal.Twisted Sisters.People of Color: Point well taken the Pews. We celebrate life, liberty & the pursuit of happiness, together.

 

Views are like noses, and everyone has one, so what be true to yourself, the only person around daily for you, others might not be out for your best interest.TODAY. ONCE AGAIN I SAY DON'T HATE ITS NO WAY TO LIVE. LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL. Who Do You Trust?
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Once Bitten By Snakes, “Creativity,Is Intelligence And Imagination Having Fun” Good Afternoon One Fine Day.Great And Wonderful, Daily Lessons. BREAKING THE SILENCE :TO UNDERSTAND NORMAL THINKING!TO BE DIFFERENT Just believe in yourself MUCH AS BELIEVE IN YOU & REMEMBER you fail you trying. WHEREVER YOUR JOURNEY LIFE MAY YOU. 

Don’t call me angel . 'DON'T BE AFRAID TO OFFEND THOSE WCL THAT DON'T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT YOU IN THE FIRST PLACE'Fat And Wide,“whatever” I mean fuck you.


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